3rd scan

All good, eggs are growing slowly. 40 follicles, ca. 20 growing. Gonal-f injection cut in half to avoid overstimulation. Eggs collection booked for Wednesday. Side effects: extreme nausea.

Mum in a hospital, not receiving chemo. There is mucus collected in her lungs. I m being told it is serious. Normally I would fly out immediately to be with her, but the doctors here asked me to come for another blood test first thing tomorrow and then on Monday. My family from overseas are flying there and we’ve got rota until Wednesday. It breaks my heart.

There is “Glee” on the little tv in the corner of the waiting area, Kurt is singing a beautiful slow version of “I want to hold your hand” .


About kidsandotherthings

This box is to small to dwell on my passions, the complexities and simplicities of my personality, my likes and dislikes so I get straight to the point: it's time for me to have a baby. I didn't grow up wishing for a baby and counted the days until I could start a family. Neither did I wake up one day and thought that my life is missing a kid. It's not. I love my husband, I love our life and frankly, I am not sure I am ready to change it. Nor did I gave up to the pressure of having a baby after being happily married to a gorgeous, sexiest man alive. I just think it's time for me to try something new. I know these decisions shouldn't be taken lightly and I spent a lot of time thinking things through. Well, my mum is also suffering from incurable cancer and that give me a whole lot of reasons. Turns out, it's not that easy for us. We are going through IVF and something called ICSI.
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